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Change


With the morning dew refreshed

thinking of a life redressed

How would it be,

a field of flowers

seeds planted in ground

no showers

should we dare grow

a colorless field

filled with different archetypes

side effects in plain view

sorted climate change

distorted by way of natures abstract

how would we think of  beauty

untamed

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Care Anymore


When did it become

hit and runs

championing trophies

divide and conquest

How did we destroy your beauty

stop enjoying the simplicities

of conversation

noticing your pet peeves

hearing that sweet symphonic

sound in your laughter

how did we start putting

sex before sex

wheres the value in investments

plundering and pillaging

adventurous lust compelling

guts for glory

where is the chase

what makes it worth while

knowing you before I know you

knowing what I like about you

before  knowing how to like you for you

how can one determine worth

when countless others have tried

to show me for you

I am at a loss beginning to think that

this is how the world should

treat you

despite my values and belief in courtship

one day you will be my daughter

or he your son

and I will have to live with

the world I have helped shape

convince you

to look at me the same

as I look at you

where is forever in that

I pray that control and discipline

continue to direct me

in the way of valuing so i can be

the reason for my own not to

devalue


It Happened To Be Today


Today I wanted
the need
not to want
to feel without thinking of
the feeling
I wanted to see
a creation of love
one that acts
and then reacts first
for the benefit of me
asking all questions later
much later
no I needed for you to relinquish
any questions at all
Today I needed you to be
everything I wished you could be
just for a brief moment
to be held in the arms bearing
enduring comfort
Today I needed to be pampered
not in a physical sense
but mentally
to rebuild strength
Today I didnt want to ask
for you to neglect your priorities
I needed you to
I needed your focus
to be on me
I needed…
you too
I needed you to see what I needed
and be it
Today I lost it
That comfort
in every imaginable way
Today I was out of my mind
negative on negative
equals negative
but a positive can change the whole
equation
for some
math is hard to understand
but its important to know the numbers
always add up
Today I was looking
for you to be my light
and instead I received a compounded
darkness
so forgive me for being me
and I’ll forgive you for being you
instead of what i needed you to be
In the end I guess we are all human
so forgive me for being selfish too
I understand that there are somethings
others cannot see
be it willing, blindness or….
no matter how much
we need and want them
no matter when it happens
we all need a
Today
we want
Todays
so forgive us for trespassing
when we do and we don’t


Nobody’s Perfect


Just trust me
I admit I’m not absolute
and my love comes with faults
my intentions are pure
therefore any signs of affection
however scorned, or worn
have been birthed
adorned forever upon a blank canvas
causing fractions of minute colours and palettes
falsified fantasies of sublime energies
of what will, should and forever be
the right dimensions of man, I mean…
I may not be your dream
may never be
Ive spent life chasing greatness noticing
attributes and values to the likes of
hardened women
whom spent offerings rebuilding, giving…undertaking
unfaithful beatings
I only wish to fill in the holes
completely eradicate damages caused
and offer you something to take
admire and value
the strength of a real man
one who quenches that thirst
depleting needs
elevating you to the point of queen
to offer you a love greater than the
sum of me
so while it may be a journey one cant explain
I offer you to explore the best of me
and discover the possibility of whats longs
to be
endures to be
Love of and from
me


Acrostic


L
ies are forbidden
O
nly to those whom hold you to great regard
V
ibrant is the feeling to which
E
nticing mimes show worth

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